im doing this cause its what i have to do i want to show everybody in the world that a guy can admit his wrongs and his mistakes like the ones i have made and not blame them on anyone else but themselves im doing this so i can show you that i have messed up many times and i have broken your heart many times and that is not right for a man to do to a girl but see thats the the thing your not just another girl in my life your the one that made an impact you made me see things no one else could idk why through the relationship i lost those feelings and would leave but i know it was because im a dumbass and probably the biggest one that you will ever meet all of you out there in the world i want yall to know that this girl im talking about shes everything a man can ask for and she also has a little one that is just like her and both of them are just wonderful know im talking to you directly i ask myself everyday if i didnt love you as much as i say i do why do i always find myself looking through your tumblr going through your myspace, twitter anything i can think of im always thinking of you. see people out there i left this girl cause i thought that the one for me was the other one that has been there my whole life but i was wrong and everytime i left you i thought i had a chance with her and i thought she could give me what you gave me but i was wrong once again and i always have been everytime i left my parents want me and her together but its not what they want its what i want and i want you i know all you girls that read this or reblog this will say that 3 times of the same thing of leaving her will tell her not to take me back and i wouldnt hate yall for it i deserve to suffer like i am right now i dont deserve to have her heart back cause im pretty sure her parents dont want me around her either like i said i dont blame them i dont blame anyone but myself for this suffering ive caused myself all i can say is that i want all that love you gave me back i want your heart back and inever want to break yours or your daughter’s heart ever again i wanna go back to those times cheering for the buls like we used to sleep in together and cuddle with each other at night when its super cold and you would put your little feet against mine cause im a big warm grizzly bear i wanna go back to the days when we first started dating where we saw ourselves like the notebook where you were allie and i was noah to that one night were i stepped out my car in jays and it was raining and as soon as i stepped out i stepped in a puddle of water but i didnt care cause i went up to you and i kissed you in the rain we may have fought and argue a lot but i never stopped loving you i want all these feelings back i want to hold you in my arms again and never let go this time cause thats the wrong thing to do i love you bianca flores and i want this story to go through everybody i want everybody to read this and reblog this so everyone sees it please. thankyou i love you bianca flores and i miss you